
#27
The Many-Headed Monster
By Kevin James Miller
About the author
Peripheries was the
huge new bookstore, a multinational built just off of McGovern Road, right
across from Elmbrook Mall.
Inside Peripheries,
Luke Vaughn was wandering around in its cavernous interior, trying to figure
out what to buy Tina Hicks, his secretary. He wore thick glasses,
and white was licking at the edges of his hair, near his flat ears.
However, a few friends had told him he had a "delightfully boyish" quality,
which Luke always thought had something to do with his stupid, weak, little
voice and his huge, flabby chin, out of place on a reed-thin body.
It was in the back
of Luke's mind to eventually, maybe, marry Ms. Hicks. He was not
sure, however, how desirable a catch a principal at a suburban high school
really was.
Luke thought it was
good job. Five years ago, he had lost his temper at a school down
in Mississippi. He had torn up a student's paper, and called him,
"A socio-cultural, quasi-bohemian barbarian." Luke thought about doing
things like that, still, but didn't.
Luke bumped into the
man because there weren't that many other customers in the store and that's
what absent-minded people, like Luke, did under those circumstances.
(It was Luke's too-big chin that probably bruised the man--not Luke's skinniness.)
"Oh, I'm sorry," Luke
said.
"Don't mention it,"
the man said. He seemed to be young, but he was bald (maybe his head
was shaved) and wore dark glasses with tiny little frames. He also
wore a leather jacket and gray tie. The clothes would have
made a 14-year-old look middle-aged and jaded.
The man, in addition,
carried a black briefcase with two white stripes. Luke didn't pay
much attention to this, at first.
"Do you know where
the nature books are around here?" Luke asked.
Ms. Hicks was always
wearing shirts, dresses and jewelry with bears, wolves and owls as a motif,
so Luke had half-an-idea of buying her a coffee table book of some wilderness
somewhere for her birthday present.
"I think it's two aisles
over and to the left," said the man Luke had bumped into.
"Thanks."
Luke smiled, nodded
and walked away.
Very serious sort of
man, thought Luke. Like some sort of high-powered businessman who
hasn't unwound from the office yet.
On his way to where
the bald man had directed him, Luke noted, with distaste, the number of
books about television. Luke had all the usual prejudices of a professional
educator regarding television--or the usual common sense, depending on
your point of view. There had been a lot of pressure, last semester, from
the Riveredge City Council, to set up a daily newscast in the cafeteria,
from a big Eastern firm--"Just for teens!" Luke and his teachers
had just finished a five-year struggle to reverse declining reading scores at Riveredge High. They weren't interested in...
Ah. "Nature Books."
Here we go.
Luke walked around
the corner.
And saw his mother
standing before an open grave.
The first fact would
have been merely surprising. The stout widow, with her long, snowy hair,
was, Luke knew, at the retirement village in Florida.
The second fact, a
chunk of the floor of Peripheries suddenly being dirt, and dirt with what
was clearly a grave-shaped hole in it, was beyond impossible.
Luke took off his glasses
for a moment, inspected them, and put them back. No. Nothing wrong
with the glasses. He was seeing what he was seeing.
"Mother? What
are you doing here? And is that what I think it is?"
"Luke! When am
I going to get a grandchild?"
"Mother, I've really
been trying my best."
"What's going on here?"
asked a new voice, from behind Luke.
Luke looked over his
shoulder. A young man, with a Peripheries employee ID on his silky
white shirt, stood behind Luke. The Peripheries employee held an armful
of children's books with "60% OFF" stickers on them. He had long
brown hair, a little goatee and spoke with a feminine voice.
"You see this also?"
Luke asked the young man.
"Yeah! "
"This is impossible!"
"Well, yeah," the young
man said. "Except a couple of minutes ago, I saw something that I--"
"It's too late, Luke!"
his mother cried.
A sucking wind came
out of the grave.
It started to pull
Shannon Vaughn, or what looked like her but couldn't be, into the grave.
Luke and the young
man held onto to each other to avoid being sucked in as well.
"It's too late!" her
cry went on, and down the old lady went into the grave.
And lady and grave
vanished.
Luke helped the young
man pick up the children books.
"You said you saw something
a few minutes ago, like this," Luke said, pushing his glasses back up his
nose.
"Over at the cafe,"
the young man said in that, to Luke, still absurd feminine voice.
"My cousin got divorced from this jerk who was beating her up. I
saw him come in and lunge at my assistant manager, Mary Beth, with a fork.
I knocked him to one side, and he just vanished. And this jerk OD'd
last month anyway--died."
A portly, red-haired
gentleman that reminded Luke of his Uncle Pat walked around the corner.
The Peripheries tag this man wore identified him as the store manager.
"What's all this noise back here, Tim? Are you bothering this customer?
You know, I still haven't figured out exactly what happened over at the
coffee bar."
"Mr. Larsen," said
Tim, "let me see if me and this customer can explain."
Both Luke and Tim told
their stories, Tim compulsively running his hands through his long brown
hair.
Oddly, Mr. Larsen seemed
seriously interested in what they were saying.
"Was there anyone around
during all this?" Mr. Larsen asked. "Anyone else?"
Luke thought back to
the odd vision of his mother and the grave, and realized he had a slim
awareness of someone a few aisles over, who had been doing something, but
now Luke couldn't remember exactly what.
Luke told all this
to the two other men.
"Hey, Mr. Larsen,"
Tim said. "Now that I think back, there was a guy in the magazines,
right next to the coffee shop...Hey! I think he had a camcorder!"
Luke realized that
all three men were now walking to the store exit. It was like there was
some sort of mutual, unspoken recognition among all three that Luke probably
just wanted to get out of there, and get home, and let the two employees
sort out whatever was going on.
"Why did you ask that
question?" Tim asked Mr. Larsen. "About somebody near by?"
Mr. Larsen hesitated,
then sighed, the act shaking his chubby frame. "I have a friend up in Alaska,"
Mr. Larsen said. "A few weeks ago, he was out in this wilderness,
cutting firewood, when he had this vivid hallucination of wolves stalking
him--only wolves that could walk like men, and they carried weapons.
You know, like a lupine Planet of the Apes or something."
"Freaky," Tim said.
"Most strange," Luke
said.
"My friend has always
been afraid of wolves," Mr. Larsen said. "And he said, when this
thing happened, he swore somebody was close by, taping everything with
a camcorder. And I had that impression, just as I was coming out
of the Men's Room, a few minutes ago."
"What...did you see?"
Luke asked
"A demon. Just
like the ones in the drawings the nuns showed me, when I was a little kid."
Luke stopped by the
front door. The other two men stopped also and stood near him, like they
felt a sense, maybe, of things being unresolved.
Mr. Larsen tapped a
roll of adhesive tape in his shirt pocket "Damn. I forget to
use this to put up those reading group flyers."
"OK," Luke said, thinking
of the detective stories he liked to read. "We got visions that are
real enough for other people to see. They are, possibly, happening
on a national scale, and somebody--plural, I guess--videotaping all this."
He paused. "And it's all about fear." He looked at the other
two men. "Anything else happened with you two, say, just before this
happened?"
Mr. Larsen scratched
his red-haired head. "Yeah," he said after a moment. "This
bald guy. I bumped into him."
"Hey!" Tim exclaimed.
"Sharp-looking leather coat? Briefcase?" Mr Larsen nodded. "Me
too!"
"And me," Luke said.
"And there he is!" He pointed out the window. All three men
saw the young, shaved head, man with dark glasses with tiny little frames,
and leather jacket and gray tie, and black briefcase with two white stripes
sauntering through the parking lot.
Spontaneously, Luke,
Tim and Mr. Larsen barreled out of Peripheries.
Luke thought they must
have been like a long-haired, glasses wearing, bearded, fat six-legged
caterpillar suddenly going for touchdown.
They closed the several
yards that separated them from their prey.
They grabbed the bald
man, by the arms and the neck, and slammed up against a waste receptacle
at the far end of the parking lot.
"Uh...Excuse me!" the
bald man said. "Can I be on my way here?"
"What's your game,
buddy?" Mr. Larsen demanded. His red hair, to Luke, suddenly seemed
the color of blood.
Luke used a free hand
to find the stranger's wallet. He quickly found a business card.
He stepped away from
the other men, cleaned some dirt off his glasses, and took a look at the
card.
"'Paul Hartley, World
Entertainment Network,'" Luke said.
"Why did you yank Android
Squad off the air?" Tim demanded in his little girl voice. "Man,
that show rocked!"
"Mr. Customer," Mr.
Larsen said.
"Luke," Luke said.
"Luke, check his briefcase."
He fought hard for
the briefcase, but got it when Mr. Larsen and Tim applied some extra pressure
on Hartley's arms.
Inside the briefcase,
Luke found an 8mm camcorder.
And another device.
It was about the dimensions of a paperback book, but it was a metal box.
It had a dial, with numbered settings up to 9. A tiny glass window
on one end. A red button on the other end.
Luke looked around.
He found a drain that led to the sewer system that ran under the parking
lot. Luke got to his knees, and stuck the device into the sewer drain.
"Tell us what's going
on, Hartley," Luke said. "Or my fingers get slippery."
"If you knew how much
one of those cost!" Hartley blurted.
"Plop," Luke said quietly.
"We know how to make
everybody's worst fears real!"
Tim and Mr. Larsen
let go of Hartley and stepped away. They looked at him like he had
suddenly grown an extra pair of arms.
Hartley straightened
his gray tie, and pushed his dark glasses further up his nose.
"I don't hear anyone
doubting me," Hartley said.
"Why should we?" Luke
asked, still holding the device. "You did it do all three of us."
"Me to you three--and
others operating all over the country," Hartley said. "Doing it to
other members of the public. And making video of the results.
You'd be startled how potent this technology is. We get incredible
results on setting 3."
Hartley looked at the
three men, who were obviously glaring at him. "Oh, please!
Don't look so shocked! Don't you know what kind of thing gets the
most TV ratings? Who wants to give me the sermon? Violates decency,
privacy, encourages decadent values, blah blah blah. The public is
the many-headed monster. What it feeds on, and I mean really feeds
on, is the spectacle of the annoyance, embarrassment, humiliation, fear
and terror of others, the less art attached to that spectacle the better.
Fortunes have been built on this fact. And now, greater fortunes are being built on the fact that no matter how big the money was before, it's even
bigger if we sell the annoyance, embarrassment, humiliation, fear and terror
of real people, and just drop the pretense of fiction altogether. Politics,
religion, romance, art. It's all gone. The future is nothing
but entertainment. And look over your shoulders, boys, the future
is right behind you. Nothing else."
Luke looked at the
device, and looked at Hartley. "The beam or whatever comes out of this
little glass window at the end?"
"Nice guess," Hartley
said, smirking now. "You are correct."
"You always get what
you need on setting 3?" Luke said.
"Yep," Hartley replied
with a nod.
Luke tried not to smile
as the idea was born. "What about 9?"
"Oh, the early tests
caused this mass, psychotic--"
Hartley never finished.
Luke grabbed the tape out of Mr. Larsen's shirt pocket. Luke slammed
the device against Hartley's neck. He attached it there with loops
of adhesive tape. He taped the red button down, and taped the dial
at the 9 setting.
"Cool," Tim said.
"Mm," Mr. Larsen said.
"So what happens now?"
"I don't know," Luke
said.
Hartley clawed at his
neck. "Get it off me! For God's sake, get it off of me!"
A hole in space opened
up, right above Hartley. Luke, Tim and Mr. Larsen looked up into the space-hole.
They looked into a
whole world--alien, but familiar. Somehow, and Luke didn't know how, they
could, from this one, fixed perspective, view the entirety of this other
reality. The image from the other side of the hole in space didn't cut
away to another angle, or dissolve to something else, nor pan, zoom or
tilt to frame itself differently.
To begin, there were,
most importantly, the people, old and young and middle-aged. Black
and brown and white, and the usual, but also shades Luke couldn't name.
There were rooms in apartment buildings and houses--and that made up small
towns, and suburbs, and large cities, and nations. People lived and
died, loved and lost, cried and laughed. There were the usual clashes and
messiness of humans being humans. However, those clashes and messiness,
had, floating beneath it, a sweet, ephemeral symmetry, mysterious but real. This quality made no pain
unbearable, and no loss a crushing defeat. There was, finally, a
global harmony between nature and science, and technology.
Luke saw, almost hidden
in all this, but definitely there when he put in a little effort and looked,
a dance between the machines, the circuits, the digital flow and backwash--and,
on the other side, the dance partner: the animals, the plants, the trees,
the deserts, the oceans--and, completing a circle Luke didn't know was
there until he made it with his looking, coming back again to people, to
humanity, the masses, and what a terrifying, mysterious and lovely club
to belong to. All anyone had to join was be born--and be wanted.
Hartley, still screaming,
fell up into the hole, disappearing from view, taking the device attached
to his neck along with him.
And then the hole in
reality, that led to another reality, sealed up and vanished.
Luke popped the tape
out of the camcorder, broke the tape in half, and put it down the sewer
drain.
"I don't see why he
was so upset," Tim said. "That looked like a pretty nice place, where
he was going. I thought this was some kind of worst-possible-fear
gimmick."
Luke shoved the camcorder
to the bottom of the waste receptacle. He and Mr. Larsen looked at each
other.
Luke was suddenly aware
how much older he and Mr. Larsen were, in comparison to Tim.
"You want to tell him
or should I?" Mr. Larsen asked Luke.
"I'm an education professional,"
Luke said. He turned to Tim. "Tim, from what we could see of
the other world, did you get the impression there was anybody watching
TV--or that TV even existed there?"
"Uh," Tim said. "No,
now that you mention it."
"Well," Luke said,
"There you go then."
The End.